A note on mirrors
A note on birth
Mirrors have always and always be important for me but I’m learning to let other people hold up those mirrors and really learning to look at what’s there, and be okay standing without a biological mirror but still standing in, with and around so much love.
Thank you for loving me.
A note on childbearing
And the other thing she really wanted was for her mother to be there and tell her it would all be okay. I love my adoptive mother to the ends of the earth but I always want my birthmother in times of change or transition, I always want her to tell me it will be okay, and then I left my thoughts and found my heart again, and watched as she continued to labor and I was again reminded of or strength as women our collective feminine power.
A note on fear
There are so many other ways to mother than being a "Mother"
A note on Birthdays
At Gecko Creek you cannot escape the elements even if you tried, spirit moves there all the time.
A note on healing
"when my crying became to heavy to hold, I took it to the sea, and she held my tears and her own. I walked until I could feel compassion again, I walked until I could breathe again."
A note on death
"On the days I don’t feel overwhelmed and scared and I sit by they ocean and I realize that I am reaching back and not only healing my own wounds but my mothers wounds too."
days like yesterday remind me we are just a constant arising and falling away.